Wah.. damn busy lately! busy putting up my the other blog about 紫微斗数.
if you don't know what it is, it is a form of Chinese fortune telling, not unlike
Feng Shui, Ba Zi, Yi Jing etc etc..

I've totally resigned to fate now that i've been through this broken marriage.
'Resigned to fate' as in if i can't change it, then just forget it.. not as in ok, time
to commit suicide that kind of thing hor!

Committing suicide is WRONG!! and STOOPID!! .. lolz.. by typing it here i'm
more of trying to strengthen my resolve to not do that than trying to convince
anyone reading this.

I used to think, that a marriage is the ultimate everything for a woman, like
the saying goes, 男怕入错行, 女怕嫁错郎. I've never understood why some
women wanted to be career women, and spent their whole life struggling with
their jobs and family and kids, and now, i actually still don't understand.

Anyway back to the point. I have to congratulate myself for being able to let
go. I haven't call Jason for a straight whole month and didn't even feel any
longing for the past. In fact, I'm enjoying every minute of it.. thanks to him
i'm now able to concentrate on my hobbies with the little spare time i have!

I'm tasting freedom and simply love it!
lolz.. very exaggerated.. paiseh.. but that is what ang mohs always say.

hmzz... but don't congratulate me yet ... still have to see whether he is keeping
to his promise to bring back $$$ every month as maintenance... 2 more days
to his pay day! As it is, he seems to be running into financial debts now... i got
3 letters from his bike coy saying he owed them instalments for his bikes (that
asshole bought TWO BIKES okz! damn stoopid!) and they are going to repossess
them.. so wait and see lor... if he doesn't bring back $$ i'll sure kpkb in here on 1 Aug.